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ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i m geting sick and tired of this idiotic house!!!!!!!!how i wish i was NEVER born to this world...my parents are lik so baised lor...they never care abt my feelings...they never understand wat i want....even if my siblings r in the wrong i will also kenna...WTF lor...now i cant even watch the television cause of my two stupid idiotic siblings....and yet my mum is enjoy watching television all by her own in her room...is lik so unfair lor...we cannot watch television yet she can...jus feel lik leaving this house!!!!!!!!!!!jus now in school also veri dulan lor...i brought so many decorations to school yet i have to pay for the decorations they r buying...and the schol canteen foods are damn expensive lor...i now also dun dare to eat during recess....only drink water and sometimes eat after school cause staying back for some reasons...now i m broke le...cause of the school la...everything need money yet the food so expensive and its so yucky lor...not worthy for us to spent so much money on it lor...from this week onwards will be veri busy le..cause gt tests and remedial...week 8 will be our common test le...mus start revising le...especially physic...cause i dun even understand wat mr lim ,the new teacher is teaching lor...shall stop here le...cause have to go bath and continue doing my hw and study for tml's quiz...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
7:49 PM
now veri sad...jus quarrelled wif my mum...so angry lor...jus because i ask the wrong thing at the wrong time den kenna scolding...den ask her to post a letter for mi also kenna scolding...i m going to break down le la...i m lost...y cant i live in peace???dun feel lik living...now crying while writing...wat should i do???no matter wat i do also wont made them happi de...jus feel lik leaving hm la...it doesnt matter if i m in this hm a not...it doesnt make a difference..maybe it will be better if i leave this idiotic hm of mine...shall not continue le...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
6:21 PM
todae was not gd for mi...i was veri angry todae...recess went to enterprising club to buy drink...and guess wat...the member serve the guy behind mi first!!!i was damn du lan lor...den after recess was mt...it was suppose to be in my class...den the teacher want us to go to class 5b...where gt lik tt de!!!den she say wat odd week @ 5b den even week @ 5a...so troublesome lor...hate todae lor...everything was lik not smooth lor...tml going for the mobile mapping...it every tues....and my dance pratice also on tues...so i m unable to complete my cca by term one...and therefore i have to continue and complete it by term two..is lik so the........lor...haiz...y this year everything not smooth for mi de...i hate it so much lor!!!shall stop here le...cause no more mood to continue..bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
8:38 PM
todae was a bad dae for mi!!!in the morning went to school...bt our tutor did nt come...is lik wasting my time lor...den when i reach hm...i cook mee goreng...den i went to do my h.w...den my mum ask mi to bring my sibling to for their test...bt i had a lot of h.w to do...so i told my mum i dun wan to go...bt she go and complain to father...WTH...i hate it lor...den when my father woke up...he nagged at mi!!!say wat i dunno how to think for them...i think for them den hu think for mi?!everydae when i came back from school i have to do housework...and it almost cause mi to have nt enough time to do my hw...and this year is my o level...to mi is a important year for mi lor...y cant they think for mi???i m so stress up la!!!i m going to breakdown le..i m wondering if i will drop out of sec 5 halfway a not...i m so scare...i really dunno wat to do....maybe my father is right...i m so useless...i cant even do well in simple things lik housework...haiz...now crying when writing this post...they jus dun understand wat i wan or need...no matter weather i listen to them a not they also not satified...wat mus i do den they will be happii???have to stop here le...cause have to continue doing my hw le...bb...tc....
# posted by regina at
5:58 PM
yesterdae was still alright lor...
now everydae gt h.w...
bt still can cope la...
yesterdae after school quickly went hm to change bag...
den wait for jh to go back to school together...
saw someone when going to reach school...
bt didnt tok to the person...
when reach school went to buy some food to eat...den went to outside G.O to wait for teacher.. cause going to S.P for their open house... den i & jh went around to explore... & guess wat... we almost get lost.... it was damn big lor...den @ around 4.45pm we went back hm by mrt...we reach hm at abt 6pm...todae was ok lor...todae was first dae of cca dae...bt todae dun have c.d...so went to lib...was quite ok lor...jus busy doing the call no....todae will be doing hw...this week gt quite a lot of h.w to do...guess will be spending my week end doing my h.w...haiz...starting to feel stress le!!!mus focus in class!!!shall stop here le...b...tc...
# posted by regina at
7:40 PM
hihi..im back to post...school are alright...bt i dun feel happi...maybe cause of tt person ba...the person had new friends...and i think we drifting further and further away...wat should i do???haiz...i think forget it ba...hope the daes will be better... :)bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
7:28 PM
well...let's tok abt yesterdae first...yesterdae was my best friend, irin's birthdae!!!actuallly...i wanted to pass her the present in person de...bt i press her door bell and knock the door also no one answered...so i guess she's out so i put the present on her door gate...last year i put the present in her mail box as i was too shy cause we have not been contacting each other for so long...i'm so sry, irin...hope u dun mind...anyway...i was veri happii to noe tt she is happii to receive my presents...hope she lik those presents...todae...first dae of school...we sat in the hall for TWO hours...it was so bored lor...den was the grooming check...after tt...we went back to class...elect class commitee...i was sapo by mabel...bt luckily no one vote for mi!!!we went for our recess at 11am...after recess was english lesson...bt for the first eng lesson...the teacher was late....she came only the sec lesson...and guess wat...we have to have spelling on the first dae of school.... :(those words were given by ms chua last year on the first lesson too...bt when the teacher gave us the spelling..a lot i dunno how to spell!!!i guess i have to stress myself to work even harder this to achieve better results...shall stop here le...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
7:29 PM
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