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todae i fel lik i have become so bad tt even mi myself can't believe it...i actually made my best friend cry...y have i become tt this???AAR!!really hate myself now...bt i really hate her lor...haiz...few more daes to someone's...three more weeks to my....four more weeks to my best sis's...getting more excited as dae get nearer..hahaz...haiz...i have nth to say le...bb..tc...
# posted by regina at
5:44 PM
todae i m happii...bt i still cried...happii cause my class - 4e help our maths teacher - miss rani to celebrate a belated birthdae...i was veri happii then...however....my mood changed after the photo taking wif miss rani...when she was toking...my mind was full of admiration...i think tt they r all so fortunate to have ppl celebrated their birthdae...mi leh...didnt even celebrate my b'dae since i was in pri 1...how i wish someone could plan a surprise celebration for mi...haiz...i noe i m jus dreaming away...i dun think tt is possible...maybe i should not think abt it...or i should forget when is my birthdaeso i wont be so sad le...haiz..think should stop here le...orelse later i cry again...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
2:57 PM
haiz...m i tt irratating???hu can tell mi the ans???i really sick and tired le...when den can stop all this???when can she stop hitting & scolding mi or give mi attitude???really feel lik crying...how i wish i could jus be dead!!!jus now kelly went to the library...i was quite happii...however...someone jus spolit the atmostphere...i really can't stand it le..m i really in the wrong???now they r ignoring mi le...haiz...the more i write...the more i feel lik crying...think should stop le before i really cry...bb...tc
# posted by regina at
3:41 PM
haiz....todae so angry...i jus wanna to lend her notes to see...yet she give mi attitude....and dun let mi see...wth...den jus now after school went to the libraryto do H.W wif her...den when we reach one qn...which say quote .................den i say "i put "........."y u put '...................' 'den she say she dun lik '1' bt like "2"...den we at there laugh...cause '1' & '2' r wat we call someone...hahas...so funny....jus now a friend who i have not been contacting called mi...i was so surprised & happii...however i even more wish tt someone could call mi jus when i m feeling low...haiz...i think is impossible de...think should stop here le...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
7:12 PM
hahas...todae so happii...our efforts r not wasted....we chinese dance get GOLD!!!bt den the sec 1s all cry cause they r too happii...well done guys...let's continue to work hard for this coming sat's performance...jia you... jia you... jia you!!!todae mi and some of my friends crazy le..we went to the toilet and take photos during the last period ...cause the teacher not feeling well so didnt go to class...todae can sae veri funny...tt's all for todae...bb....tc...
# posted by regina at
6:00 PM
todae's practice was excellent...veri happii for todae's practice...hahas...3 more daes and i will be free!!!hehez...1 month and 3 daes left before.......so happii...so excited!!!mi lik crazy woman rite???haiz...dunno y have the feeling of getting into a relationship...wat should i do??!so veri the fan...wondering hu will be my 'bf' when i grow up...will the guy be my guardian angel???haiz...think i should it be natural ba...nothing to post le...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
8:14 PM
haiz...hate myself...m i not trust worthy???y mus her dun trust mi???y mus she make mi think tt i cannot be trusted???m i really tt kind of person???hu can tell mi???haiz...also hate my temper...get angry jus because of small matters...!ARR!!!!y have i change from bad to worse???haiz...tml will be having practice...i hate it...!my legs will be broke soon...bt wat can i do???jus wish to be dead...den there will be no more sufferings le...hahas...think should stop here le...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
6:54 PM
todae practice is quite gd...veri funny....todae is one of the my chinese dance member's b'dae...i m so envy her...cause she has friends to celebrate for her...den our chinese dance members also celebrate for her....haiz...how i wish i could get as much presents as her...plus friends and parents celebrate for mi...haiz...i noe its impossible de lor...den my mood was destroy by the stupid instructor...haiz...dun wish to tok abt it...i m so ******.....and i can only vent it out here...bt somethings i also can't write in here... i think i will explode soon... haiz... how i wish i could hurt myself to vent out my frustrations... haiz... no mood to continue... bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
7:25 PM
haiz...these few weeks i m so darm tired...maybe cause of the dance practice ba...haiz...these few dae also dunno y i lik getting bad temper...i really hate myself from doing tt...hahaz...jus now so happi when have a call from someone...i was jus thinking y the person so long didnt call or sms mi le...then i was lik kinda 'miss' him....then the person called...is this wat they call 'xin you lian xin'???m i so tt dependent on the person???maybe i should stop thinking tt way le...bt y when i felt frustrated or wat...i kinda wish to call or sms the person...however i jus do not have the courage to do tt...wat should i do???i m so confuse now..!haiz...think should stop here le...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
9:28 PM
haiz...these few weeks no mood to study...maybe is the tiredness cause by the SYF practice ba... haiz... think will have lots to catch up after the competition...
when can i have peace?!
i m veri sick and tired of these rubbish....
say wat left few times of practice...
cannot dun come out after 2 on mondae.... ARR!!!so wat is reheasal date and need to practice before the reheasal!!!is the award we get more important or studies more important..?here i wan to apologise to my best friend...cause i 'shouted' at her in the morning...i also dunno y i lik starting to hate her le....isit cause of her attitude towards others..?i think she is getting worse...she lik keep doing mi...although i dun lik it...i dun dare to say her..cause she is my best friend hu accompanied mi though the secondary lifestyle...haiz....sometimes i jus think tt i might jus die and there will be no more sufferings le...u all may think tt i m foolish or stupid...bt tts wat i m thinking now...however i will try to control myself from thinking of tt...think shold stop here le...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
8:48 PM
haiz...dunno way happened to mi these few daes...it seems tt i have lost interest in my studies...wat should i do???hope i can change my mindset...plus hope tt there willl peace in my life...todae something funny happened...during physic lesson...the bitch hu sit behind mi sleep during the lesson...den when i turn back to take my calculator from my bag...i saw her ...... dripping...is lik so distusting lor...bt is also veri funny...to someone:u noe wat?i miss the daes when we tok on the phone almost everydae...i also dunno y i feel tt way...bt dun worry...i m not trying to say anything..it is jus my thoughts...haiz...i hope tt i will change to the better and not worse...i believe tt tml will be a better dae...should stop here le...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
8:21 PM
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