If only I had wings so I can fly
I wanna be with you for all of time
My love for you will never die
If only you could here me shout your name
If only feel my love again
The stars in the sky will never be the same
If only you were here

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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

haiz...
todae veri bad mood...
haiz...
todae kanna nagged by the C.D teacher in-charge...
its abt the remedial thing la...
really hate the school now lor...
wat kind principal is Mr seet man...
he lik treat competition more important than studies lor...
he aprove tt we concentrate on our dance practice...
den abt our studies they will discuss abt it ltr...
is really veri idiotic lor...
so wat if we get 'Gold with honour' the preiously year!!!
it does mean tt we this year will get gold wat...
if i cant pass my N level this year...
i will surely hate this forever de...
haiz...
hate!! hate!!! hate!!!
gt to stop here le...
bt i think i will go for the remedial tml ba...
bb...tc...

Thursday, January 25, 2007

todae ended my dae in school in a moody mood....
cause of C.D again la...
i suggest to teacher to change fridae's pratice to end at 5.30 instead of 3.30..
so tt i can go for my remedial lesson...
bt the teacher did not even wan to consider abt it...
arh!!!
so stress!!!
i swear i will not go for pratice next wed le...
haiz...
no mood to continue...
have to go and do my H.W le...
bb...tc...

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

haiz...
actually todae's mood not tt bad de...
bt after the C.D...
i become veri moody...
so the idiotic de sia...
the teacher dun let us go for the remedial...
she say wat we r excuse from it...
den we cant even go for assembly from tml onwards le...
haiz...
so sad...
wat type of school this is!!!
treat competition more important than studies...
wat should i do???
should i go for remedial or the practice???
arh!!!
the C.D made mi even more stress!!!

jus now during p.e...
i strain my leg when running...
dunno wat happened to mi yesterdae...
have sudden headaches...
maybe i too stress ba...
wat to do...
test and exams r cuming...
yet i still cant absorb the things tt r taught!!!
jus hope tt the sudden headaches will be better and not worse...
haiz...
gt to stop le...

Friday, January 19, 2007

haiz...
todae is so damn tired de lor...
my pratice ends at 3.30...
den after tt went to lib to do my duty...
when going back...
saw someone's pencil case was left in the lib...
they say is wai han's ...
when i online...
she ask mi to pass i to py...
went around the school looking for the avas...
cant find ....
so went to lib...
bt its going to lock up le...
so no choice bt to call jw...
ask him ask py come down, he dun wan...
so the wat de...

these few daes also veri bother by the problem tt i m facing...
den now almost everydae have C.D practice...
arh!!!
i m so STRESS!!!
should i tell the problem to my teacher ???
haiz...
hope next week can start to cope le...
so fast , testes are cuming le...
wat should i do???
gt to stop here le...
bb..tc...

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

haiz...
todae not in a gd mood...
lesson time cant absorb wat is taught...
hope this problem can be solve...
den actually dun need to attend the eng remidial de...
(B4 and below need to attend only)
bt when mrs celine ang ask the class abt the grades...
they say they forget liao...
so mrs ang said tt the whole class mus attend...
during the break...
saw someone while eating...
after the remidial...
when to
lib for a while...
so happii when saw k****...
she looks so formal hen she wears her uniform...
hahaz...
gtg le...
tml will be a better dae , i hope...
bb..tc...

Saturday, January 13, 2007

haiz...
todae not in a gd mood...
this moring was awaken by my mum to go see doctor...
when we reach there...
saw alot of ppl so after we get our no. we went to eat first...
after tt when we went back still gt alot of ppl...
after seeing the doctor waited for the medicine for almost two hrs...
bt lucky gt someone sms mi and chat wif mi....

this week really veri sad...
cause of my studies la...
i think i getting even more stupid nw...
i dun seem to absorb / understand wat the teachers teach during lessons...
haiz...
i m getting more stress...
when i thought of N-level is getting nearer...
arh!!!

to someone:
i m sry....
bt i dun think i can cope wif it if i cant even cope wif my studies...
pls forgive mi for my timidness...
i think u can find one even better than mi de...
i m really sry...

hate this week!!!
hope from next week onwards will be a better daes for mi and ******...
hahaz... =]
i belive i can overcome wif my problems de...
and i believe ****** can too...
all the best to everyone... =]

gt to stop here le...
be happii always , everyone!
bb...tc... (",)

Friday, January 12, 2007

todae is the first dae of CCA and i m quite happii and angry....
angry cause when doing duty in the lib....
gt a lot ppl went in there...
some of the idiotic guys made trouble there and when those secs one saw it....
i think they were scared so they took their bags and leave the lib....
some even say tt the lib is lousy...
hate those idiotic f***er...

happii cause wif my sec one darlings...
i guess they enjoyed themselves todae compared to wed and thurs....
they were so cute....
and hardworking...
they have learn six steps in three daes!!!
hope they will continue this way...
love them always =]...
hahaz...

after the pratice waited someone wif my friends...
den one of my friend ask her friend to wait for her...
the person is '2'...
when saw him....
den tok to him when his NPCC friends came to disturb him...
they tease him and one of my friend...
den i at there laugh instead of helping my friend...
i veri bad hor...
hahaz...

wish tt everydae can be lik this so happii... =]
gt to stop here le...
bb...tc...

Thursday, January 11, 2007

haiz...
todae not in the gd mood....
cause of the stupid CCA la...
the stupid teacher only let us go at 6.45pm...
so the wat sia...F***
and this made mi even hate C.D
if this continues...
i will not have the time to do my H.W le...
hope this will not happen again...
jus nw at chem lesson also cant understand wat mr Koo is toking abt...
cause he tok quite fast de...

haiz...
y i this week so suai de...
first is saw tt chinese dance blog didnt include my name..
and tt made mi realise tt they might not even treat mi part of them...
and i really quite angry and hate C.D now lor....
den todae dun understand the chem lesson...
and this made mi veri worry and scared...
den during recess time ppl cut queue....
and cause of these ppl i almost late for class...!
after tt is the chinese dance pratice....
yesterdae already end so late (5.40)...
den todae end even later (1 hr late)...
bt the new sec ones can go back at 5.30...
is so the unfair!!!
den after the pratice the teacher ask us to stay for awhile (cause raining ma)...
den she at there toking craps!!!!
i was lik so angry tt i almost cried during the practice...
here i mus apologize to my family for my rudeness jus nw when i get hm in the bad mood...
den whem i at doing H.W...
i realise tt i forgot to bring back my eng H.W...
so sui de leh....
hope i didnt lost it or accidently hand in to teacher...
think i m the most lucky person in this world de lor...

think i should stop le...
hope tml is a better dae for mi...
bb...tc...

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

todae quite feeling ok ok...
bt jus beginning of the dae veri angry...
cause of those stupid malay girls la...
really hate them so much tt wish can clap or even box them...

jus now after school...
went lib to put bag den went to canteen to eat....
after eating went to bookshop to take textbooks...
after tt went to buy milo to drink...
while queuing saw someone...
den saw '2'....
den i call him to tell him something...
den we tok lor..
den my friend hu is sitting wif us tease mi and him....
den i tease her back...
den we lik saying things tt '2' dunno...
anyway is lk veri funny lor...
den when '2''s friends saw we sitting together...
they tease my friend and him...
den i at there laughing....
i veri bad hor....

to someone:
i really hope tt u can stop doing wat u r doing now....
i also hope tt u can be happii...
even u kill mi or wat...
i also will care for u de..
but u dun think wrongly...
i care for all my friends...
so pls dun try to stop mi from caring my friends including u...

todae can say not really happii....
haiz...
hope tml will a better dae...
yeah!
gtg le...
doing to do H.W le...
bb...tc...

Monday, January 08, 2007

these few daes dunno weather to say happii a not...
at class those stupid classmates so noisy tt i cant study...
den the teacher also cant teach...
if i fail my N-level...
i surely will hate them forever de...

another thing is tt last friday gt someone call mi...
saying tt they will interview mi todae...
but they didnt meet in school...
den jus now the person called and said tt the interview is cancelled liao...
gd lor...
i dont need worried tt ppl will say things behind my back after seeing the newspaper liao....
cause the newspaper is the staits times de...
and i think gt alot ppl see tt newspaper ba...

yesterdae went to see someone's blog...
i hope the two persons will be friends again...
hope the problems between the two of u will be solved....
wish u two all the best...

think i will stop here le...
bb...tc...

Friday, January 05, 2007

todae not so happii or sad....
yesterdae i really m not happii when i saw my stupid leg...
haiz...
hope my leg behind will not rot even worse...
todae after the CCA recruitment/registration day...
quite happii cause this year we broke our record of the students joining 'C.D'...
we have sixteen girls joining...
thrice the number we had in the last few years...


to someone:
sry for not toking wif u on the phone yesterdae...
maybe i was too tired so i sound lik i...
i m really really sry....
hope u will not think wrongly...

also sry tt i hurt u...
i didnt noe tt my words will made u so upset...
hope u will overcome this problem...
also hope tt we can be friends forever...
i think u should to try to find someone else instead of waiting for mi...
hope u will be happii always...

really really sry..!

hope tt this year will be veri smooth path for mi...
although this is impossible...
but i still hope tt i wont have no problem this year...
but maybe i gt problem i also wont tell anyone and act as nth happened...
i shall stop here le....

tml will be a new dae for us!!!
lets work hard together!!!
bb...tc...

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

haiz...
todae is the first dae of school yet i dun feel anything abt it...
but quite funny in my class todae la...
also quite surprise to see one of my ex-schoolmate drop from express to NA...
hope he can work harder lor...
during recess time went office to see if the F.A.S results is out a not...
den auntie jane help mi to check...
she gave mi a letter and booklist for mi to collect my books...
tml maybe going to check if i could get the uniform?
hope auntie jane allow...
hope tt my class will treat mi as how they treat mi todae...
but i also wont care wat they say or treat mi liao...
is jus wasting my time to be angry wif them...
i rather use the time to study...
going to stop here le...
tml will be a better dae!
bb...tc....