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todae...mi lik siao de...after school reopen i lik siao siao de...hahas...emm...i have decided to go to HongKong...bt i dunno if i have done the rite thing a not...todae also veri sad + angry....cause of my father la...dun wish to tok abt it...haiz...sometimes really hate my family lor...now no mood to continue le..bb..tc...
# posted by regina at
7:20 PM
haiz...todae so the fan...so confused...should i go to HongKong for the competition???they r going on the 5th Aug to 10th Aug...i noe i will be having prelims...bt i really wish to go...wat should i do?hu can tell mi wat to do?haiz...todae heard smth sad...my 'darling' broke up wif her stead...she is so sad tt she didnt had her meals...i m worried for her...she is taking 'o' level this year...hope she will be fine soon....haiz...think i hurt someone's feelings todae...so sry...these daes slao veri sad...maybe cause of the person ba...think should stop here le...bb..tc...
# posted by regina at
8:25 PM
haiz...now den i noe tt my friends doesnt treat mi as their friend...so sad...they have blog le bt didnt even bother to tell mi... haiz.. wat do i do??? or should i jus let it be & forget it??? my heart hurts alot... y r they treating mi this way??? did i do anything wrong? or they thought of something... so.... haiz... i now so the fan la... dunno wat to do... haiz...jus wish to be dead & den dun need to think & fan abt so many things le...y recently i gt so many problems de...bt i dun wish to write it here so i wrote it in my personal dairy...so fan!!!jus wish to be dead!!!wish to stop here le...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
7:26 PM
todae did nth much...jus went out to study wif friend...bt in the end didnt did much studying...these few daes sleep till quite late...veri lazy rite...haiz...school going to reopen soon....bt my h.w still haven do finish...must chiong le...cannot slack le...must start copying notes le...or else later forget all the things being taught...haiz...school reopen...sure gt a lot things to do le...sure gt a lot of stress de lor...think should stop le....bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
10:13 PM
haiz...
todae not really in a gd mood...
todae went out wif my "daring"...
go find her friends...
to celebrate one of her friend going in army...
actually quite ok de...
bt when her stead came and join us...
everything was bad...
maybe her stead think tt she aways seems to be unhappii when they meet...
hence told mi tt he wish to jus go off jus lik this...
den my friend was veri angry...
dunno weather cause of my friend kept playing her friend(guy) so felt jealous anot...
haiz...
they broke up le...
i think its my fault for their breaking up...
cause after he walk off he & i sms each other...
as a outsider...
i encourage him to have a tok wif my friend...
bt he see no point doing tt...
so i ask him is it he wanna to give so he see no point doing tt...
and i actually said something tt i shouldnt...
tt is "since she stead wif you(the guy) , she seems unhappii compared to when u all were friends..."
i think it was this sentence which made them broke up...
i m so sorry...
i shouldnt said all those things...
i shouldnt even msg him...
wat should i do now???
i felt so lost when those things happened...
haiz...
hate myself so much now...
todae is also one of friend b'dae...
he gd lor...
gt ppl help him celebrate...
so envious of him...
hahas...
at least i gt some presents too... hahas... i crazy rite... think should stop here le... bb...tc
# posted by regina at
10:05 PM
finally back to posting...these few weeks didnt post...not cause didnt have the time...bt dun feel lik posting...also dunno y i feel tt way...these daes at hm do nth...except for watching tv and do hw...haiz...ppl wish for longer holidae...bt i wish to go back to school earlier...crazy rite???hahas...also dunno y i felt so moody these few dae...haiz...guess should not think too much ba...tts all i wish to post...the others which i dun wish to post...i will write in my personal dairy...or maybe will erase away in my mind...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
5:49 PM
yesterdae...not feeling fine...i was sad & angry...bt dun wish to write it here...hence...wrote it in my personal dairy...which i dun think i will let ppl see...cause dun wish ppl to worry for mi...todae...quite ok...didnt nth much except for watching tv...haiz...think have to start to do my hw le...or later cannot finish in time...guess should stop here le...cause dun wish to continue...bb..tc...
# posted by regina at
5:38 PM
todae wake up quite early...to attend remedial...when i reach school...saw ****** ...think the person saw mi..bt didnt think tt much abt it...maybe todae wake up too early...den when jus now ****** called...i lik give him attitude le...really sry abt tt..hope the person wont take it too hard....haiz...is my blog full of sadness???y ppl say i lik veri sad???bt dun worry la..i'll be fine de...cause i used to it le....hahas...guess should stop here le...bt before i stop...i wish to wish someone gd luck and all the best for the person's exam and result...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
9:47 PM
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