If only I had wings so I can fly
I wanna be with you for all of time
My love for you will never die
If only you could here me shout your name
If only feel my love again
The stars in the sky will never be the same
If only you were here

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Monday, July 30, 2007

haiz....
recently so sad!!!
dunno y have so many problems...
so many tt i dun wish to post...
haiz...
prelim is cuming...
dunno wat to do...
maybe will leave this blog alone till end of prelim/N-level...
so if gt anything...
and gt my contact...
can call/sms mi...
tt's all for todae...
bb...tc....

Thursday, July 26, 2007

todae veri sad & angry...
in the morning...
i didnt lock the classroom door...
bt is one of the malay girl...
yet gt say by the stuoid idiot shorty...
i was damn piss off todae...
i hate the stupid bitch!!!
haiz...
dun wish to continue le...
no mood...
bb...tc...

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

todae was ok for mi...
however was pissed off by someone...
shall not mention name here...
haiz...
todae have nth much to post...
so i shall stop here le...
later going to zehnghua cc to study wif friends...

to the bitch, liyana...
U THINK ITS FUNNY TO SAY PPL???
SO WAT I M TRYING TO ACT CUTE!!!
IF U DUN LIK CAN JUS DUN SEE LA...
I NOE U MUS BE JEALOUS RITE?
PPL CAN ACT CUTE BT U CANNOT WAT...
U STUPID BITCH!!!!
U THINK ONLY U HATE MI??
LET MI TELL U...
I HATE U TOO...
SO DUN EVER PISS MI OFF AGAIN...
OR ELSE U WILL REGRET IT!!!

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

todae veri happii...
also dunno y....
jus feel tt i m veri xing fu...
cause of something tt's y feel this way ba..
haiz...
i these few weeks lik spend a lot of $ in food...
think mus cut down on it le...

i promise u i wont hate or blame myself when anything happen...
bt u mus also promise mi not to affect ur studies cause of mi kkx???
i also promise u if i feel tt i have the feeling wif u i will s**** wif u...
bt not now...
cause i now feel veri stress and have a lot of problems...
i feel lik i m having difficulty breathing...
so if u wan to wait...
i dun mind....
if u dun wish to wait le...
i will let u go de...
hope no more problems for u...
if u mus have problems...
i help u cheng dan...
L3 u 4ever....
m****... :) :P

Monday, July 23, 2007

todae not so happii...
cause i was make fun of...
not only mi...
bt my best friend, jh too...
and she cried...
cause she was hit by a paper ball thrown by a idiotic malay boy hu lik to disturb ppl...
he was the one hu disturb mi too...
and i stared at him till we r allow to go off...
the worse thing tt i feel is tt even mabel hu i treat as my best friend laugh too when i was being disturb...
r they my true friends???
i m really confused...
r they really treating as their best friends/friends or they r only making use of mi???

To my hateful class, 4E...
DO U ALL THINK TT ITS FUNNY WHEN SOMEONE IS BEING BULLIED??? DO U ALL THINK TT WE R VERI GD TO BULLY??? CAN U ALL PUT URSELVES IN OUR SHOES AND THINK!!! IF SOMEONE IS ALWAYS BULLYING U AND NO ONE HELP U, HOW WOULD U FEEL??? U ALL WILL FEEL SAD RITE!!! SO STOP ALL THOSE BULLYING!!! I M GETTING TO HATE THIS CLASS!!!

Thursday, July 19, 2007

todae i was darn sad...
the min i reach the school hall...
i put down my bag and went out of the hall to cry...
maybe still thinking of the matter yesterdae...
i receive a call and was 'scolded' by jh's mum...
when i put down the phone...
mine tears jus roll down my cheeks...
my mum noe abt it and ask mi not to be jh anymore...
bt i really treat her my best friend...
so i m veri confused now...
bt this is she treats mi...
i m veri disappointed now...
not in her bt in myself...
wat should i do now???
hu can tell mi???
haiz...
now no mood to do anything le(including studyin)
bb...tc...

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

todae was ok for mi....
quite happii lor...
jus now gt oral...
while waiting in the waiting room...
we chat among ourselves...
den when its mine turn...
i was feeling ok lor...
den when it came to the conversation part...
i was lik totally lost...
so jus anyhow sae lor...
haiz...
i think i did veri badly lor...
enough for todae...
bb...tc...

Monday, July 16, 2007

todae veri...
went to lot one wif see yi, mabel &hui en...
we went there to watch Harry Potter...
it was quite ok...
bt some parts were boring...
todae had not much to say...
so i shall stop here le...
bb..tc...

Saturday, July 14, 2007

todae i'm happii and angry...
i todae went out wif hui en , mabel & see yi...
intently go west mall support the drama...
bt when we reach cck mrt station...
we gt a msg tt says its has ended...
so we went lot one to have our lunch...
den we went window shopping...
den receive a call from kelly saying tt they reach lot one le...
so run to rush there and meet them..
nevertheless...
they boarded the bus first....
and i was so angry tt i ignored them...
although i act crazy...
and look happii...
im heartbroken...
if u all dun wish to wait for mi...
jus say la!!!
dun need lik tt de!!!
made mi so disappointed!!!
hate u guys now!!!
bt hu can i blame???
can only blame myself for running so slow rite???
i push all the blames to myself!!!
happii now???
no mood to continue le...
bb...tc...

Friday, July 13, 2007

todae veri veri veri happii...
cause i went out wif my best friends!!!
and we had a lot of fun!!!
however...
i didnt get to buy anything...
cause im broke...
poorest in the group...
hahas...
bt nvm...
i will continue to save $...
maybe a day spend about $2...
den save the rest... :P
hope to have more of these daes..
hahas...
bt now not so happii...
cause when i reach hm...
den for a while my parents lik wan to quarrel lik tt...
haiz..
y cant they uderstand tt when they quarrel...
their children will be the ones suffering???
hate it when they quarrel...
need to stop le...
mi going to rest for a while...
den later go back to school to teach & self study...
bb...tc...

Thursday, July 12, 2007

todae i'm veri veri veri sad...
and i cried early in the morning...
i noe i am short , fat & ugly...
bt u all think i wan de meh?
i also wish to grow tall...
u all think i dun wan meh...
i really regret going up the stage todae to receive my award...
if i hadnt go up...
i wont be so sad...
i knew it will happened....
and i thought i could bear wif it...
bt when i really cant take it anymore...
i burst out wif tears...
i didnt blame anyone...
bt i m really stress out ...
i really wish to distress myself...
bt can i do it?
y m i so useless???
i had never done anything rite...
i m so stupid and useless...
for a small matter..
and i cried!!
veri useless rite??
how i wish i could vanish from this stupid place!!!
i jolly noe well tt i m short...
so i didnt blame the person hu laugh at mi...
thought tt i could go over it...
bt i jus couldnt...
y m i so weak???
haiz...
think shold stop here le...
bb...tc..

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

veri sad these few daes...
so sad tt i dun wish to post...
m i stealing 'her' friends???
i dun wish to see 'her' so sad...
cause 'she' is my friend...
wat should i do now???
haiz...
my form teacher was admitted to the hospital...
maybe tml going to visit her...
y r there so many problems in this world???
really wish to end my life....
bt can i do it???
i dunno...
veri confuse rite now...
no mood to continue...
bb...tc...

Sunday, July 08, 2007

haiz...
hate my life now...
is lik so sux lor...
its full of problems!!!
dunno y i jus dun have the courage to face those problems...
i m feeling veri tired now...
wat can i do now???
i m darm sad now...
haiz....
sometimes i jus feel lik having a shoulder to lean on...
bt its immpossible...
cause i m so fat , short & ugly...
hu will wan mi?
i also dunno....
i m mus be thinking too much...
i should stop it...
N-level is coming...
i mus get good results!!!
JIA YOU!!!
to mi & my friends!!!
should stop here le...
bb...tc...

Thursday, July 05, 2007

these few daes veri sad....
cause of family problems as well as friends..
haiz...
dun wish to tok abt it le...
another thing is tt i cant go to HongKong le...
cause V.P dun let....
so unfair!!!
we gt prelims bt the others also gt common test wat!!!
haiz...
todae had oral...
N-level oral!!!
i think i might fail....
cause i didnt tok much and my reading was a mess...
haiz...
so disappointed!!!
hate it so much!!!
think should stop here le...
bb...tc....