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haiz...these daes veri sad and worried...my mum was hospitalize...also need to undergo an operation...todae was her operation date...jus now afternoon went to see her...my heart ache a lot...sad to see her lik this...these daes also veri busy and tired as i need to do the housechores...how i wish now someone could call and comfort mi....now really veri confuse...shall stop here le...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
10:40 PM
haiz...these daes veri boring...also dunno y my heart so confuse...next week i m going to be the 'woman of the house' le...cause my mum is going for an operation...so i m suppose to do all the house chores and look after my siblings...my bro also going to work...so left wif mi alone to do all the chores...hope tt my mum will be fine lor...i now veri scared...as i never done a single chores before...i not sure if i can do it well a not...haiz...todae is also one of my best friend birthdae...happii birthdae, kelly!!!shall not continue le...cause i dun think is gd to write all my problems here...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
1:23 PM
haiz...these daes at hm veri boring...i guess i will be jobless for now till school reopen...thursdae was deepavali...i was invited to my teacher's house for dinner...nost of my classmates had job....guess i m jus too useless le ba...cant even find a part time job...no...should be no one want to employ mi...dunno wat will happen in future...so scared tt next time when i grow also will be lik tt...cant find a job...wat should i do now???haiz...think should stop here le ba...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
8:45 PM
yesterdae nite my cousin came to my house to stay...he came from msia for holidae...bt fri going back le...jus now went to other ppl's blog to see...came across xin yi's blog...few daes ago was her b'dae...i really envy her...cause she gt friends help her celebrate her b'dae...she also receive a lot of presents from her friends...how i wish tt could happen to mi...bt i dun tt is possible...haiz...forget it ba...no use thinking of something tt will never happen...think will end here le...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
8:53 PM
now veri sad...
so decided to post the second post for the dae...
now i felt so useless...
i cant even control my siblings...
i treat them gd they take advantage of it...
they dun even scared of mi...
and dun even respect mi...
i veri useless rite...
they made mi feel tt i dun fit to be their sis...wat should i do now???y m i so unlucky de...born into this family...siblings dun respect mi...parents dun even care abt mi...jus noe how to nag at mi...no matter wat i do also cant made them happii de...results gd so wat...gt a family lik dun have lik tt...now crying while writing this post...jus feel lik leaving this hm le...or die even better rite...one dae i shall do tt...enough for this le...say so much also no use...it will not make my tears stop...it will only made it worse...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
10:08 PM
haiz....todae veri disappointed...how i wish i could reborn my hair...i hate this hair of mine...bt also cant do anything...cause my parents dun allow...cause of my head skin problem...now veri scared...scared tt my 'illness' will not be cured...i dun wan tt...hu can help mi???does eating medicine helps???i dun wan to eat medicine the whole of my life...i wan to be a normal person lik everybody else...when can it be cured???y mus i have so many problems???feel lik dying now...dun wish to bring problems to my parents...also dun wan them to worry for mi...haiz...dun wish to continue le...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
6:42 PM
haiz...these daes veri sad...dunno y...maybe cause went to see others friendster to see and discover something ba...i m not as popular as the others...they open another account bt did nt tell mi...and i think some block mi in the msn..cause some my bro also have their account bt when they online my side shows tt they r offline...i dunno y they did tt...m i tt irritated???haiz...maybe cause i m outdated, dunno how to follow the tend, stupid, fat, short and ugly..so no body wan to be friend wif mi ba...haiz...i think it is fate tt i dun have much friends ba...think too much also no use...y dun i live wif it rite??dun wish to continue le...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
6:18 PM
haiz...todae veri sad...bt forget it ba...also dun wish to tok abt it...haiz...if noe tt if i will be sad if i go out i will not go out lor...bt everything is over le...todae also nth to post...bb...tc...
# posted by regina at
10:14 PM
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